Thinking back.. Never once did you brought me to food court or kopitiam.. It's always those expensive places.. you'e a nice guy... A sweet kind guy too.. But guess we'r not fated.. The 1st 2yrs with you.. were sweet. You always try to get stuff I want.. No matter how much I protest.. But somehow, everything changed when we stepped into our 3rd year. We quarrelled more than anyone could. We gave cold shoulder like it's nothing.. I started to distance myself from you.. I started to let gaming, anime, drama become piority..

You'r like a mystery to me.. I can't figure out what you'r thinking.. (Maybe cause I took you for granted and didn't love you enough).. Neither would you share your problem with me.. I always thought that.. Friends are more important to you.. That's what you showed me. I got jealous easier.. I hated them all.. I hated it when you become so friendly with those girls out there.. Where do I stand.. in your heart? Hate... Jealousy... I let it took over our love.. I let it took over our trust... I became sad.. I became weak.. So weak that my heart gave way.. and fall for another person...

I wouldn't say I don't miss you.. I wouldn't say I don't love you anymore... I loved you so much that I couldn't imagine living without you. But.. I don't see a future in us... A future I longed to have..

Wished...
To be hold in your warmthy hug..
Wished...
How I could hold your strong warmth hands..
Wished...
To hear you whisper in my ears..

3rd Sept.. was special.. my first kopitiam visit (one that is not with my family members).. lol... With who? It's a secret =p

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