hiya.. all!

today sch start late and end early.. oh bother..
well... skip lec and went out to walk walk after tat, met hanning and the rest
and soon we r off for my piano lesson..
have been playing around during piano lesson.. soon.. time flies n it came to 10 plus.. So late liao.. i'm dead.. anyways.. we took cab back... But i'm broke. LOL..

Ah... YZ paid for the cab i believe.. When on the cab, everybody was so silent... Tired le ba.. During this period of silent, I realise one thing, now a days, I can't keep myself free, die die also must do something... Haiz... If not I'll start thinking rubbish...

These few days, my habit is back, my habit of crying myself to slp i mean... There was once a period of time, i cry myself to slp.. Cause of some stuff... But then, it stopped. However, now it's back... Haiz... Dunno is stress or what, but i dun care...
All i know is I dun feel like going to sch... the main reason for not going to sch is because of presentations... Not because of all the projects... maybe the projects play a part.. cause in the cab, i was counting and planning my time for the project and I started to get worry...

Anyway, that's not the main point... Kelly told me that "It's only a 3mins presentation.. Don't need to be scare la" Just wanna tell u this... That's what you think. Forever, you won't understand my feelings... You are not afraid of presentation, nonono.. I can't say that.. cause as long as you are a human, there will be some afraid there. Anyway, I know you overcome them. GOod for you. But to me, it's another case. You know, whenever i think of the presentation, you know what i feel like doing? Killing myself... Well.. and that's wat I'm feeling now. Die...!

1:15 AM