You may wander.. Why so "early" still haven't sleep...
One of my god brother just called me. Waking me up. However, he put the phone down within a few minutes as I "back him off". (I'm sory bro.. I really didn't meant to do it. Take care of yourself ok? Injure already, please consult the doctor... and get more rest... If not, your leg won't get well...) What really happen you may ask. He sort of throw questions at me once I pick up the phone. Due to problems raising at my side, I really have no mood to answer his questions. I couldn't take it anymore. Most of his questions are problem in me. Anyway, after he put the phone down, he sms me saying that he ingured his leg and apparently, I'm too crop up with my own problems to take concern of him(He don't always call and tell me his problem. Just once in a bluemoon). And that no one concern him(Bro, if you are doing this judgement only on me, you still have other people who concern about you ok? You still have your family and your gf...). Anyway.. I'm at my wrist end.. I have no idea what to do anymore...

I have thought that I wouldn't have to end my day today like before.. But seems like I'm wrong. Ended up, I did my night activity again... You may wander why I didn't try your serivce... Sorry dear, It's very late.. I didn't want my sms to wake you or your granny up.

Anyway, exams are coming.. But I can't freakingly get my brain to concentrate... Have been so restless... Whenever I'm at home, I couldn't sleep... Flip flopping on the bed... :( Causing me to get so tired... Apart from that, no matter how long I slp, I still felt tired... What a curse on me! In school, whatever the teacher says, I just can't get it in my brain.. I would like just forget what the teacher have said a minute ago... x.x" What am I going to do..? Sorry lionel, I didn't tell you about these problems.. I just couldn't get myself to say it out... I'm really at my end... Couldn't take it anymore... ...

Night....... Misses you

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