Skip lecture and went to sch for lab today. During lab, we got back our lab test result. *cries* haha... got such freaking bad marks. Think is the top 10 from bottom count up. Haha... Was putting so much hope in getting A for this subject.. But now... Sure cannot le. Although I know this will be the result.. But still feel so sad. Worst den the feeling I get when I feel maths. Haha.. Still remember that day, when teacher get back our test paper, YZ, Kel and Kai was complaining so much about what they miss doing.. How regret they were for writing the wrong stuff or forgetting stuff. I just stand there keep quiet. Like nothing happen like that. But deep inside, already very sad. But what can I do? My freaking brain doesn't want to work doing the lab test. Can't do anything to it either...

Feels so much like quit school. Don't even know what I'm studying for. If I get bad results, will get scolding... Then so many people will ask.. Felt so much like I'm studying for the sake of others not myself... Argh.. Haiz... Still remember the other time got a C for one of the subject.. Then they were asking why C...

What the hell am I doing... ...

A new problem everyday...

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