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11:03 AM
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Subject: Fw: Appraisal Report
The HR manager received the following appraisal report one
day:
1 Bob Smith, my assistant programmer, can always be found
2 hard at work at his desk. He works independently, without
3 wasting company time talking to colleagues. Bob never
4 thinks twice about assisting fellow employees, and always
5 finishes given assignments on time. Often he takes extended
6 measures to complete his work, sometimes skipping coffee
7 breaks. Bob is a dedicated individual who has absolutely no
8 vanity in spite of his high accomplishments and profound
9 knowledge in his field. I firmly believe that Bob can be
10 classed as an asset employee, the type which cannot be
11 dispensed with. Consequently, I duly recommend that Bob be
12 promoted to executive management, and a proposal will be
13 executed as soon as possible.
Later that day, the same HR manager received the following addendum:
Addendum:That idiot was standing over my shoulder while I wrote the
report sent to you earlier today. Kindly re-read only the odd numbered
lines.
11:01 AM
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What will you do when you found out your sister fell in love with two guys at the same time??? What's worst???? It's from online... Knowing that parents won't allow, and you have bad experience from it before, what are you going to advise her???
x.x
Hmm.. test paper tml.. lol... best ... haven't study at all....
HAha... fine fine... I go study now.. Haha~
TAta...
Oh oh... just saw the news... So sad.. another guy die =(
going to get married in 2 weeks time some more...
Haiz... this is like the 3rd knock by MRT accident I have heard this year...
9:57 PM
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Today~ Is dear dear birthday =D Whee~!!!
Hmm.. In the morning, dear dear got church so
I started spending the time with her at around 2pm++ at PS.
So, we started walking walking and walking. Den saw dear dear on stage o_o
Whee~ Sponge Bobsqaure pants and Banana Patrick (Actually dun have banana la) =p
HAha.. so stand at the 4th floor (dunno is 4th or 3rd) and watch lor.. Waiting for time to go in to watch movie. Hmm.. we watched Hitch. Haha.. So damn funny XD
Oh before that, we went to the arcade. Den saw this game playing this erm... drum game. The one with lots n lots of "drum pads" de... Den he was like WOAH... His whole body and the chair is shaking.. Haha.. den we also walk across this family. Den the little boy was doing small business.. Dunno the daddy is holding a plastic bag or a cup XD den the little boy just do it in public. HAha. Anyway, after that, we went around walk walk again.. Aimless walking.. Till around 9pm den reach home.
Hmmm.. The gals were in my room. Haha.. Anyway, We had lots of fun =D haha.. den they play cream.. aiyo... HN n Kel both so.. haha creamy <3 XD
Den we watch the cd where we video ourselves. Aye.. after watching.. around 11 liao... So the gals went home.
Ah.. the fun part over.. X.X After the gals left, my sis started to throw her temper at me.. WT!!!! She quarrel with mother throw temper at me ... Haiz.. den abit cannot stand liao.. Den Mother started to scold me too.. Bla... Den grandma add in ... x.x Damn... I only ask my maid can help me mop my floor.. I was watching the dishes mah... HAiz... Anyway... Not long later, HN sms me.. She lost something...
x.x
Oh well.. I'll end here. Tml got Java Test.. den need find HN stuff too..
Good Luck gals~
Happy Birthday Dear~
11:46 PM
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Went to the airport today to study.
Hmm.. didn't really went into studying cause well u know..
I have already like given up in studies.. Haha
Oh well...
Anyway... Nothing much happen today. So long never went to the airport.. Finally a visit there.
I have make a promise/wish today. Haha..
Don't know will come true or not.
But just hope ^^
What's this promise/wish?
I'm jolly well going to grow thin!!!
Haha.. abit unbelievable huh?
A fat person since young finally wants to get thin.
Haha..
I swear I will. =D
12:03 AM
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Just read mei's blog. Just a reply to her blog entry about feelings.
According to me,
Do you think that following what others do is good?
It's not good ok?
This shows that you don't have a decision of your own.
But for me, I don't refuse the fact that I don't have a decision of my own.
Why?
It's because I just don't understand my own needs.
That's why, when what others decided on, I'll just follow.
Even if I have the feeling that I don't like it, I'll just follow.
For I have no idea what I want even though I know I'm disliking it.
Making decision can be tired.
But, at least you are saying out your stands and where you wanna go or do.
Hmm.. went out today with my god didi(panic & flame), my rl sis, panic's sis, spin. and ikys. Hmm.. all from DA expect panic's sis :p Well, first went to PS to watch robots. Haha.. Quite a nice show. After that, went to eat mac. Whee~ Finally got to eat cheeseburger =D Anyway, after that, went to play pool.. Smuggle my sis in XD haha.. Then she like so scare.. den hold onto me SO tightly x.x Anyway, we mange to get her in. Then I was kind of force to play pool.. Haha.. But panic n ikys help me XD they change the position of my balls so I can aim properly. Keke cause beginner mah.. den everything also dunno XD hehe.. actually cannot say totally no idea how to play.. cause my cousin got teach me before =x Hmm.. anyway, after that, went to walk around.. And we landed in Starbucks. Actually they wanted to do other stuff.. But my sis dun wan =/ Sat at starbucks for long long time.. Den left the place. Hmm.. Flame accompany me n my sis home. But we took a mrt to punggol den took a bus to our hse n walk to rivervale mall. Brought him around.. And brought some stuff.. Hmm.. Den walk walk walk.. and send flame to the bus stop. =x Hmm.. These few guys... in game so talkative... outside so quiet.. x.x" Haha.. Anyway, that's all I wan to say.
Oh! And got cut by the egg tray.. Bla... 1 scar on my leg ;_; Bleed so much x.x|||
Haha... Tata~
11:26 PM
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You may wander.. Why so "early" still haven't sleep...
One of my god brother just called me. Waking me up. However, he put the phone down within a few minutes as I "back him off". (I'm sory bro.. I really didn't meant to do it. Take care of yourself ok? Injure already, please consult the doctor... and get more rest... If not, your leg won't get well...) What really happen you may ask. He sort of throw questions at me once I pick up the phone. Due to problems raising at my side, I really have no mood to answer his questions. I couldn't take it anymore. Most of his questions are problem in me. Anyway, after he put the phone down, he sms me saying that he ingured his leg and apparently, I'm too crop up with my own problems to take concern of him(He don't always call and tell me his problem. Just once in a bluemoon). And that no one concern him(Bro, if you are doing this judgement only on me, you still have other people who concern about you ok? You still have your family and your gf...). Anyway.. I'm at my wrist end.. I have no idea what to do anymore...
I have thought that I wouldn't have to end my day today like before.. But seems like I'm wrong. Ended up, I did my night activity again... You may wander why I didn't try your serivce... Sorry dear, It's very late.. I didn't want my sms to wake you or your granny up.
Anyway, exams are coming.. But I can't freakingly get my brain to concentrate... Have been so restless... Whenever I'm at home, I couldn't sleep... Flip flopping on the bed... :( Causing me to get so tired... Apart from that, no matter how long I slp, I still felt tired... What a curse on me! In school, whatever the teacher says, I just can't get it in my brain.. I would like just forget what the teacher have said a minute ago... x.x" What am I going to do..? Sorry lionel, I didn't tell you about these problems.. I just couldn't get myself to say it out... I'm really at my end... Couldn't take it anymore... ...
Night....... Misses you
3:02 AM
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Skip lecture and went to sch for lab today. During lab, we got back our lab test result. *cries* haha... got such freaking bad marks. Think is the top 10 from bottom count up. Haha... Was putting so much hope in getting A for this subject.. But now... Sure cannot le. Although I know this will be the result.. But still feel so sad. Worst den the feeling I get when I feel maths. Haha.. Still remember that day, when teacher get back our test paper, YZ, Kel and Kai was complaining so much about what they miss doing.. How regret they were for writing the wrong stuff or forgetting stuff. I just stand there keep quiet. Like nothing happen like that. But deep inside, already very sad. But what can I do? My freaking brain doesn't want to work doing the lab test. Can't do anything to it either...
Feels so much like quit school. Don't even know what I'm studying for. If I get bad results, will get scolding... Then so many people will ask.. Felt so much like I'm studying for the sake of others not myself... Argh.. Haiz... Still remember the other time got a C for one of the subject.. Then they were asking why C...
What the hell am I doing... ...
A new problem everyday...
6:53 PM
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Hmm... After school today, went to raffles mrt station to meet Chee Wei. But as usual, not alone of course. With my dear dear =x Sorry ah dear dear... Drag you into this. Btw, Chee Wei, I'm sorry too. Wasted so much of your time. Hehe... Array has increase today. Dear dear, about the deal/trade or whatever you want to call it, I'll think about it ;p
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There's something that Have been going on in my mind. Especially at night. Kor, I really regret it. That day. What happen that day. I really regret it. Memories of it hunts me down ever night. It scares everything out of me. Haiz... but it's something I can't say out. Don't want to tell others too. But saying it here will make me feel better so ya. Sorry kor, it not that I don't want to meet you know. Wait till the day I can put this case aside, I'll meet you then. I'll promise. But now, I have another problem with me. Don't bother this paragraph :)
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Hmm.. I won't start with the old problem again. Hehe.. Just that I think it's getting worst. haiz... Don't even feel right upon the look of it... Haiz... But.. As I promise dear. I'll keep to the promise on the mrt. If you are wandering which, search your array and get the right info :) If really can't find, drop me a call then :p
Tata..
10:56 PM
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2 days ago, went out with YZ and kel. We went to lots of places. First stop was to white sand. Why white sand? Cause I wanted to go there. To their arcade. Upon reaching the arcade, went to play a music game. Hmmm... there lots of memorises with this music game, I miss playing this game with my friend. People would ask why won't I ask her out and play with her then? Reason to this question... I don't really enjoy going out with her now. Especially since after she got into a relationship. She now like playing another game with her bf. Whenever I go out with her, I'll be the lightbulb.. Walking between the 2 of them. Whenever they go arcade, they would look for that game. She seems not so interested in that music game anymore. Once a best friend, I had thought we'll stay that way forever. But seems like what I hope for didn't come true. Maybe you still treat me as your best friend. But the both of us, are never the same. Getting into poly has brought us apart... We'r never like what we used to be before...
Days back. Her bf ask me if I would want to go to KBox with them. But I rejected them. So sorry kor.... Just dun wanna feel like a lightbulb anymore... Anyway, after that, we went to orchard. YZ went to buy back. Den went to see HN too. They brought me to eat xiao long bao too... Hmmm... The "legendary xiao long bao" thought really would be very nice... Cause dear dear say until like it's so nice.. But it turn out to be... Hmm... haha... like what dear say... No feeling. =x After that, went to PS. den YZ took the north east line mrt home... I went back to pasir ris... Haha... Legs to tired. In fact, I left house with an injured leg and went home with an still injured and tired leg. =p
Yesterday, went to granny's hse. Then went to tampines. Sis n mum quarrelling... Haiz... Den sis keep saying this that about my mum to me quietly... Why they always like this... Haiz... Then I went to treat them coffee bean.. x.x actually sis pay 10bucks I pay the rest... around 17+++. But well, money not really important. Because the coffee has lessen the hurt in my sis and mum. So was kind of gladful. At night. I was online doing some research. But the stupid computer won't stay online long enough for me to finish my research... Well.. So I work offline. Rephrasing my sentences and stuff.. While doing that, I called kel. Not long later, I put the phone down. Went to bed crying off...
Hmm... The gals went to kbox today. But I don't have the mood... Actually, not feeling the right way. But feel like acting happy either. So rather not go meet them. So I stay at home. But there wasn't a minute I'm free. Bury myself in doing my Jap project. My only problem now is I can't print the pictures out in the right colour :( Stupid printer... Oh well... Got to think of something. Feels so hot.. Have been sweating the whole day even thought I'm wearing a spagit. strip blouse... My dear... Have been sweating like nobody business... In the early evening, suddenly got the urge to touch my organ... Actually, I play it when I'm not feeling very good. Kind of makes me feel better. That's why I like music. Haha.. The song on the blog.. Well yar.. It's one of the song I play. Dunno why can't record the background song in too.. Maybe too soft.... Got to go fix that part. Haha.. Not nice right? =x Anyway, I was playing ballade four adeline. quite a famous song. but I just can't get it right.. Then my mother call and told me that my aunt's printer out of ink.. She can't help me print my pictures either... Haiz.. make me do so much extra work den tell me no ink.. What the freaking hell!!! Then was so angry and sad. With that feeling, went back to play ballade four adeline. Woah surprising... I played correctly... But with a angry tone which isn't right.. Because Ballade four adeline is kind of a smooth song ba... Haiz... It's 8.45 now. Mother just got home. She manage to get my pictures printed out *phew* Thanks alot mum :) I owe you one.
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What will you do if one day, you suddenly felt so helpless?
What will you do if one day, saddness suddenly occur in you?
What will you do if you can't believe the fact that you couldn't
bare to hear your friend..?
What will you do if everybody turn you down?
What will you do if everybody stop you from getting your happiness?
Haiz...
I'm more happy than I ever am. Though knowing what I'm doing is not right. And it isn't good for both parties... But I AM very HAPPY now. Never as happier as before. But people around me... Doesn't agree to me... Why? Why can't you people understand what I'm feeling..? After so many years of thinking for others. Putting others before self, always apologising for people, finally I start to think for myself... But what do I get? Disagreement... I don't see why I should live in a world where I have to give way to everybody and do what is good to others even if it harms yourself. There bonds to be a way... A way to make both parties happy...
I'll swear that if there really isn't a way, I'll give in and let the other party happy.
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Sorry kor, Sorry dear for bothering you 2 so early in the morning...
2+ 3+ I think... I'll solve that problem myself :)
Just wandering about tomorrow.. A lab interview... A presentation
which I'm not prepared... What am I going to do? But for one I know.
Get my thoughts right and bring a smile :)
Hehe.. My principals:
-Your feeling affects people around you.
-Do not think about other things. Concentrate on what is before you.
If you ever want to think, leave it to the end of the day.
-Do not bring much trouble to others *Working on this*
-Don't believe in everything you hear.
-Try to make everybody around you happy *Working on this*
-Learn to accept all that is given to you
-Nobody is perfect.
-Never try to change a person. Look at the person for who she is.
Not what what she is.
-There is no criteria needed in a friend.
-Do what's good for others and self.
-Put others before self.
-Be responible
-Do not try to seek pity. If you think you are pity, think of a way and make yourself not a pity person.
-Speak up for yourself
-Never be afraid to ask...
-Do not do anything silly/crazy *Failed =X*
Well, logging. If you manage to read till here. *WOAH~* Congratulation~ you have finish reading an essay. HAha.. Ok.. Trying to be sheep... But how can a kuku turn into a sheep? *Hmmm...* 9.05 now...
8:09 PM
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HAHAHAHAHA... Have been damn "High" for these 2 days. Woke up from the right side of bed? HAha... Actually.. THat's just a reason :p
HAve been making promises and promises.. AAAaaaaaaa... Oh well.. Good promises ;)
LALALA~
Java project is done ^^ WHEE~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
But... Still got Jap ;_;
Solo presentation some more... And what worst?! Can't be less than 3min... :(
Anything less than 3mins will get low low marks
TOoopid teacher!!!!!! ARGH~!!!!!!!!
Hmm.. dunno what to do le... x.x
TOOpid ppl here *Look at someone* *ahem* *ahem* (PS: next time tell u who this Toopid ppl is ;) ) dun let me go home... Make me stuck in sch write blog *sob* *sob* still fight in front of me somemore x.x
TOOPID SIS *the sis in pink and black*!!!!
12:50 PM
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Hi... Have been some time since the last update...
Well... Rushing projects and stuff now. Finally reaching end of the sem.
Dear dear birthday coming too!! HAha.. but can't celebrate ;_;
Hmmm... while rushing projects, this suddenly came to my mind...
Why am I studying all this? Though I can give the answers during exams... But... I have no idea what it's really about... Why are we learning this? I can't apply them in my life. What's the point of studying? Remembering things but not knowing it. Curiousity kills the cat you know? The curious I get from thinking about these stuff makes me SSSoooo tired :(
Haiz... So dun feel like studying.. Blah...
O...h...h!!! these few day, fell for a new song. Aye~ The song on my blog <3 hehe... So nice...
Need to go back think Java.. If not dear dear gonna kill me.. Haha!! Tata ;)
8:04 PM
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