Hey. I may be saying something very straight forward. You may hate me after saying these. But I don't care. Just wanna tell you what I feel.
That day, you are really in a wrong. We have no idea what you get angry for lor. You say you wanna tell HN to talk softer. But do you think your tone is correct? And the words you used... Always think before you say something. Sometimes, we really don't understand you lor. Just like you going through PMS one minute happy next minute you can fan lian and be sad angry. Whatever you want. And you can start getting angry and scream shout at us. Have you ever think how we feel??????????!!!
Sometime we really don't understand what you are angry for. Or WHY you are angry. When we ask you. You don't wanna tell us. How do you expect us to know? We are NOT gods you know??? We can't say we know each other very long therefore, there are lots of things which we don't know about each other. Throughout the period of time together, we are to learn and know more about each other.
Reading from your blog. It shows that you are a very sad person.
Do you know what is stopping you from having a happy life? It's yourself and your believes. You didn't ask about it. Thus you can't be 100% sure it's true. Why is it that you can't/don't wanna ask?
I just wanna say. Like what kelly say, your life is control by yourself. No one can stop you. You aren't a burden to us. It's just that at time, you stop us from doing things at a very wrong time. don't really know how to put it in words... Hmmm.... It means erm... -_-? when we are doing something, you stop us from doing it. but it's not like we are doing something wrong at the wrong time...
Just like what I have told you. You have become our friends. Though, may not be true friends. But friends are still friends. True friends can't be found easily. You think it's so easy to find true friends? To become true friends, both party must have a big heart to accept each other's corrects and wrongs. Hates and Dislike. Even true friends dislike each other sometimes. Do you think you have that kind of attitude?
Just to let you know, we are always here for you. If you ever wan someone to talk to. You can always come to us. If you ever believe us that is... That's the least we can do ba... We do care for you. Discussing have been going on... Lots of things go behind our back... In this world, nobody can ever know all the things that is going on.
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