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♥THE OWNER

ANGELA
Age: 25
School: null
bday: 05021987
Nickname: cherrywinter/kuku



♥IDOLS

  • JVKV
  • Westlife
  • DBSK
  • Zhang Dong Liang
  • Zheng Yuan Chang - Joe ( Joe!!! )
  • Joo Ji-Hoon ( Ji-Hoon!!! )
  • He Jun Xiang - Mike ( Mike!!! )
  • Kingone Wang


♥WANTX

  • MONEY!!!
  • Reorganize room
  • La Corda D'oro Soundtrack
  • Full Moon Wo Sagashite Soundtrack
  • Nodame Cantabile Soundtrack
  • JVKV's new album
  • Rainie Yang's album
  • Zaizai's new album
  • Dong Liang's album
  • Classical Music CD
    • Full Orchestra
    • Piano
    • Violin
    • Flute
    • Obeo
  • Piano
  • Paradise Pet Salon Game Disc (PC)
  • CD player
  • Portable Vcd/Dvd player
  • computer mouse
  • Discman
  • Battery oriented Mp3
  • Earpiece
  • Binary Watch
  • Violin
  • Braclet
  • Flute
  • Trumpet
  • Clarinet


♥WANNA LEARN

  • Piano
  • Organ
  • Violin
  • Harmonica
  • Hand Bells
  • Harp
  • Guitar
  • GuZheng
  • Erhu
  • Flute
  • Clarinet
  • Trumpet
  • Sheng


♥VCD/DCD WANTED

  • Sugar Sugar Rune
  • Yakitate Japan
  • Peach Girl
  • Kodocha / Kodomo no Omocha
  • La Corda D'oro
  • Aishiteru ze Baby
  • Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle ep1
  • Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle ep2
  • shuffle
  • Nodame Cantabile


♥COLLECTION

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Monday, January 31, 2005


Hey~ Hmm.. Today woke up quite late.. around 10++ I think.. Slpt at 4+. Hehe... Today was a very busy day. First, I went to play my game. At around, 3pm, I went to help my mothe with making her pineapple tarts. Haha... The pineapple so sticky :X While making, my sis came in and disturb us... Keep touching the little ponytail I tied... So irrating sia... Then she went to make chocolate chip cookie. Yum yum. Den I help my mother pack the pineapple for my aunty. After that, I help my maid to cook dinner. <3 So long never cook... Suddenly got the urge to cook. Haha

Then my sis come in and disturb again -.-! End up have to go and teach her her homework... Haha.. Factorize... x.x after that, Slack around... Then remember Damn!! Holiday today last day... Jap project haven't start. Haha... Anyway... dun care le. :X

Haha.. cannot write le.. Brother out from bathing :p Tata~~~

12:52 PM
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Saturday, January 29, 2005


Hmm..
Early in the morning, woke up and went to register our subject selection...

After that, around 1pm went out to PS to buy present. Was suppose to go play game.. But they last timnute change it. Thus I ended up calling kelly and YZ out. den we so crazy go take neoprint.. haha... 1 time $10. We took 3 times... *counts* $30 spend!! Haha...

We went to the arcade too. And YZ was trying to catch this doll. And spend around $10 at the machine but end up empty handed. Then at around 5++ 6, we are about to go home, drag kelly into the mrt with us. At first, YZ said she wanted to explore Punggol. But we end up at compass point. YZ went to pierce her ear ;p Haha... After piercing, she keep saying pain pain pain pain.. Haha...

I wish to see kelly with earring sia... But haha.. She don't want. So...

YZ, this for you:
pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain !!!!!!!!!!!

Hehe... Byebye

1:26 PM
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Thursday, January 27, 2005


Hey. I may be saying something very straight forward. You may hate me after saying these. But I don't care. Just wanna tell you what I feel.

That day, you are really in a wrong. We have no idea what you get angry for lor. You say you wanna tell HN to talk softer. But do you think your tone is correct? And the words you used... Always think before you say something. Sometimes, we really don't understand you lor. Just like you going through PMS one minute happy next minute you can fan lian and be sad angry. Whatever you want. And you can start getting angry and scream shout at us. Have you ever think how we feel??????????!!!

Sometime we really don't understand what you are angry for. Or WHY you are angry. When we ask you. You don't wanna tell us. How do you expect us to know? We are NOT gods you know??? We can't say we know each other very long therefore, there are lots of things which we don't know about each other. Throughout the period of time together, we are to learn and know more about each other.

Reading from your blog. It shows that you are a very sad person.
Do you know what is stopping you from having a happy life? It's yourself and your believes. You didn't ask about it. Thus you can't be 100% sure it's true. Why is it that you can't/don't wanna ask?

I just wanna say. Like what kelly say, your life is control by yourself. No one can stop you. You aren't a burden to us. It's just that at time, you stop us from doing things at a very wrong time. don't really know how to put it in words... Hmmm.... It means erm... -_-? when we are doing something, you stop us from doing it. but it's not like we are doing something wrong at the wrong time...

Just like what I have told you. You have become our friends. Though, may not be true friends. But friends are still friends. True friends can't be found easily. You think it's so easy to find true friends? To become true friends, both party must have a big heart to accept each other's corrects and wrongs. Hates and Dislike. Even true friends dislike each other sometimes. Do you think you have that kind of attitude?

Just to let you know, we are always here for you. If you ever wan someone to talk to. You can always come to us. If you ever believe us that is... That's the least we can do ba... We do care for you. Discussing have been going on... Lots of things go behind our back... In this world, nobody can ever know all the things that is going on.

Ends here...

7:05 AM
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Monday, January 24, 2005


Today... Just like everyday.. So sian... Haiz Bored bored bored... At around 5.30pm, went out with mother cause she wanna cut hair... Den end up walk walk walk till 8++ Den talk to mother.. She said alot of unhappy things.. Complain about my family and stuff.. Den I talk to her about love. Haha.. Den she say this say that =p haha... But learn something from it ;p

Yesterday, around the afternoon, mother n maid went to granny house to clean up the house... YZ n huihui asked me out.. But need to heat up food for father grandmother brother and sis. Den so idiot... The porridge dunno y *pop* one sound and the porridge "fly" and landed on my hand.. OUCH!!! Haiz... find myself so useless *slap ownself* Den what's worst... I don't know how to go orchard... DAmn... HAiz... So very damn useless... Stay here so long still dunno how to take mrt to orchard. Craps... Anyway, after that went to wait for hanning to finish work... den went to hougang to eat.. but dunno y suddenly no mood to eat think cause tummy pain ba o_o Then told them i dun wan rice.. And felt so tired too.. Lol.. Don't know why keep feeling tired x.x"

Hmm... Miss you ;_;
Bye bye... ;p

2:38 PM
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Friday, January 21, 2005


Finally the end of exam ^^; but... break and no break... No different :( Still need to go back to school for practices.. and still got projects to do >.< Haiz... Talk about projects... Got to do solo presentation...

Hmmm... This topic suddenly pop into my mind..

Relationship
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Couples can be seen everywhere.
All kinds of couples have been produce.
Why is it that people of the same sex will get discrimination?
It isn't easy to find love.
Being in a relationship with the sex of your own,
you'll feel more safe and as if
your partner understand you better.
Well, just think about it.
Why is it that people says that couple of the same sex do not have future?

Love isn't easy to find.
When you find the one you love,
Give it all in and chase it.
Do not be fickle-minded and let the chance pass.
If it's yours, it's yours.
For, you know what you love and wants now.
Who knows what will happen to you in future?

I'll end here ;) Got to go watch vcd. Keke... ^^ Think about what I say ;)

5:41 PM
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Wednesday, January 19, 2005


Nervous breakdowns mean an emotional or mental crisis that's so severe the affected person is incapacitated or ends up in the hospital.

Why do they get breakdowns?
It is due to the stress/depression they have. Unable to cope with the things around them. People get breakdowns easily. Due to the pressure given today, with the standard of living getting higher and higher, stuff are getting harder and harder. More and more stuff are expected from everybody...

Signs and symptoms of severe depression:
Agitation or restlessness,
Difficulty or inability to stop crying,
Sleeping difficulties,
Indecision.
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Hmmm, Maths paper yesterday. Well, 5marks gone. Haha... Anyway, don't care :X Hmm..
Having another test today. Haiz... Have you ever wander why do we study and have test....? If test doesn't occur, everybody would not be so stress...

Yesterday, after maths test, we(Kelly, KaiLi, Hanning, Christina, Percy, Valdric, Johnson and me) sit at the examination hall outside. They were having this talk on idols and ghost? I was sitting there trying to catch what they say... However, Bla... I don't even reconginze the idols they are refering too @@ Maybe I do. But not their names.. Thus, I got bored soon... >.< Test ended at around 5pm. We chat till 7.15pm. Hmmm... Not much to talk. It's just another normal peaceful day that went pass.

Our destiny changes with our thought;
we shall become what we wish to become,
do what we wish to do,
when our habitual thought
corresponds with our desire.
-Orison S. Marden-

2:37 AM
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Tuesday, January 18, 2005


Ah! Exam day today. In fact, it's the whole week actually. Hmmm, Today is java test. It's not as hard as JavaP1 lots would say. But to me, I believe, I still prefer JavaP1 though I have to sadly agree that JavaP2 is easier. I prefer JavaP1 might be because I have learn it first. And JavaP2 is 75% different from JavaP1...

A friend today, told me he misses his sec sch life. After looking at his class webby, I do believe that his class bond is good. Though my sec class' bond is very good.. I don't really miss my life in sec sch. Maybe because our bond are so close that we get lots of punishment together XD Comparing to my sec life and pri life, I miss my pri life more. Though it has only been a year, but between classmate, we seems to know each other for a very very long time...

Here's something that came to my mind suddenly...
If I were ever given a chance,
I would like to stay by your side forever.
If I were ever given a chance,
I wish to hear your laughter again.
If I were ever given a chance,
I wish to feel your warmth and kindness.
If I were ever given a chance,
I wish to have you whispering through my ears,
with tender words that warm my heart.

I was never given a chance
but I never give up for you are
still in my heart.
Hoping for chance to come one day.
For I know, I will always be there for you
if you ever need someone.
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Wishing for someone to come into your life.
Giving you warm and comfort whenever you need.
Staying by your side,
hugging you,
showering all his love for you.

Haha.. Got to go sleep.. Tired zZZZ... Well, I know, it's not a good "poem" but it's what came into my mind... :) Have a nice night

4:59 PM
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Hi. Here is a poem I have written to my ex-husband in game. And I have like to share with you guys ;) It's the 1st poem I have written and I'm proud of it. This poem shows the feeling of my character (cherrywinter) towards her husband (zakar). Hope you guys like it ^^

Title: My love to you

The moment I saw you,
I lay my eyes on you.
No matter how much I wanted to remove my eyes from you,
It wouldn't listen.

I know it's rude to stare,
But I couldn't stop myself from staring at you.
You have attracted me too much.

Living in the darkness,
Has brought me saddness and loneliness.
But you have came and brought me out of it.
You gave me joy and laughters.
You show me love and kindness.
Everything a girls wants.

I fell deeper for you.
How much I wanted to tell
I LOVE YOU.
But whenever I open my mouth,
nothing appears.

On nights when wind blows and the air is cold,
How I wish you are there.
Sitting beside me.
How I wish we are at the beach,
Counting the stars,
Lying in each other embrace.

My heartbeat raises,
I have diffculties in breathing.
My blood is hot,
Moving quickly.
Whenever I see you.

Your tender words linger in my ears.
In my dreams, we are never apart.
You are always there for me,
To comfort me from all my fears and saddness.

I never thought that you will
Love me.
When I found out,
I couldn't stop smiling.
It was then,
When I became the luckiest girl.

Deep in my heart,
I wanted to tell you
I love you forever
Even if you won't love me anymore.

You have made me the luckiest girl.
I'll always remember you,
Even when I disappear from here.
You are the one for me.

The one who brought me happines.
The one who I look forward to.
The one who I wish will never leave me.

You are my one and only
Love you Forever,
CherryWinter
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In the game, I'm a priest of a temple which worship Glioca. Glioca is the godness of Compassion. Here are some stuff on compassion ^^

Compassion is the keen awareness of the interdependence of all things. --Thomas Merton

Compassion is the ultimate and most meaningful embodiment of emotional maturity. It is through compassion that a person achieves the highest peak and deepest reach in his or her search for self-fulfillment. --Arthur Jersild

Compassion is not sentiment but is making justice and doing works of mercy. Compassion is not a moral commandment but a flow and overflow of the fullest human and divine energies. --Matthew Fox
The whole purpose of religion is to facilitate love and compassion, patience, tolerance, humility, forgiveness. --H.H. the Dalai Lama

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1:35 AM
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Hey~ Here is a compo written by a 14 yr old friend of mine. I think it's a good written compo and I wanna share with you guys out there ;)

Title:“Money is the root of all evil. Do you agree?”

Paper bills metallic coins, plastic cards. As innocuous as this façade may, the value behind money is beyond our comprehension. Society thrives on it, a nation cannot develop without it. Whether we realize it or not, in our modern era, our individual lives revolve around money. Is money a pecuniary pro or con? The seesaw can swing either way and with the mere mention of the crisp dollar note, it surfaces to mind an adage, “money is the root of all evil.”

Most people are ambivalent regarding this sensitive issue of money. Take something as prosaic as earning a monthly income after arduous hours of hard work and dedication at one’s workplace, only to be inveigled by the casinos and gambling dens where millions of money are squandered off annually. Paradoxically, a person may exit the casino a richer or poorer person than when he first set foot into it. The allusion behind the statement, “money is the root of all evil” lies in the fact that firsthand winners may be subjected to the illusion that gambling is an easy and sure means of obtaining fast cash, ultimately leading to a possible addiction. The less fortunate may not be dissuaded from patronizing casinos even after enduring heavy losses because they choose to believe instead, that luck would one day come to them. Such unhealthy obsessions are cultivated solely for the sake of money.

Furthermore, numerous crimes have been closely linked to the crisp dollar note, money. If we trace the reasons behind these crimes, it is evident that money is the prevalent factor. Criminals in need of money were left with no alternatives but to resort to despicable means like stealing to get hold of it. A classic example would be the recent case that stirred an uproar throughout Singapore, Priest Joaquim. Priest Joaquim, a supposedly holy and righteous figure, gave in to the alluring temptation of money and embezzled a prodigious amount, accumulating to almost five million dollars from the church, leading him to commit such an unpardonable crime. Ultimately Priest Joaquim is a veracious reflecting of the statement. This affirms that money can lure humans to be led astray.

On top of that, it is also not unwonted to hear of young women with promising futures who demean themselves for the sake of money, by soliciting. It is ironic that they should allow groups of debauched men to lay their hands on them, just so that they themselves can lay their hands on the large sums of money that the men have to offer. Not only is it unethical to betray one’s body for opulence, it is also undeniably an act that goes against one’s values. Money exudes such allure that the women are willing to forgo their dignity just so that they can proliferate the exiguous amount of money that they have in their pockets. It is patent that money is the impetus that prods these women into jobs that are notorious for its sleazy nature and situations that end with broken family and innocent parties harmed. Hence, it is evident that “money is the root of all evil”.

Yet without money, basic necessities cannot be met. We have to acknowledge the fact that everything in this pragmatic society seems to have a price tag slapped onto it. However, we have to bear in mind that through fulfilling our materialistic wants, we end up sacrificing our moral ethics or beliefs to obtain more cash to satisfy our human cravings for superficial valuables.

In conclusion, it is apparent that money is an indomitable cause of countless immoral acts and is the enticing bait that lures ordinary citizens to commit extraordinary crimes. In a renegade quest for fast cash, people are liable to forget and forgo their ethics as the dreams of wealth and fortune impose on them like edifice. These crimes sprout and branch out like a tree, with money as its beguiling roots, and as long as humanity continues evolving, so will these roots.

1:27 AM
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Monday, January 17, 2005


Finally a new post huh? Well... I'm posting this in return to a friend's entry. Hope she will read this.

She asked the following question :
y this had happen around mi...
y do people noe abt feeling...
y do we feel sad n happy....
y can't the world to be more peace....

Y?? All the why questions come out. What would the world be like when people do not know what feeling is? Think... If people have no feelings, there won't be love. happiness. Know why we are given feelings? It is because we are to know how to control these feelings. It's part of our growing up life. From these feelings we grow up to be a more mature person. God have created world. There bonds to be no peace in world for us human beings are selfish people. We fight for what's right for us. If one day, everybody is to live in peace and harmony it would be so great.

Have this question ever occur you? Why do we need money to buy things? People started digging stuff from the nature. Nature things are free!!! Why are they charging us??? It's because of their hard work... If there will to be peace in world, people living in harmony, money won't be needed right?

Well, not only you hate reality. Even me myself hate reality. But what can we do about it??? NOTHING!! Take these reality stuff as part and parcel of your life. Hang on to them. Overcome them. When you look back when you grow, you'll find that these stuff have brought you up as a better person.

Who wouldn't wish that everybody will be safe n sound... What will you do if you have a shi guang ji??? What can you do to stop history repeating itself?? No point... Now that you know you are like this, learn from it. Remember it and make sure you will not make this mistake again.

and you should know.... There is a day where everybody have to go. Even you and me. Have to go one day. God has taken someone that i have treasure most too... and I guess, he is the one I'm hoping to treasure now too. His voice, his movement, it will always be in my heart. Though I would really wish that all this is a dream.
If I know that he will be taken from me, I would also wan god to give me more time to spend with him...

I'm not like going against you... But it's what happen in everyday life. We just have to accept it and carry on with our life. No matter what... Remember to think about your family and friends. People around you...

I have been having this dream.. And it's freaking me out too... But what can I do?
Only I know....

5:10 PM
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