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Wah.. Today... FINALLY finish JAVA!!!!
Left with NMM... Sigh... No ling gan.. how to do >.<
*Sob Sob*
Ah.. Kelly want me to write compo... ~.~"
When I got feeling den I write for u can ;)
Hehe....
My darling JH also SSSSOOOOOOOOO good hor...
Kelly wanna bring me to hospital (in hougang de)
U still say my daughter so kind... -_-"
KL n YZ too!!!!
Hmm.. got to go n get ling gan for NMM le!!! BYZ~~~ ^^
Tata~!
Nite nite Dearest Dairy ;)
1:34 PM
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Hiya my dearest diary blog again ^^;
Wah... Today no school should be able to wake up late hor..
But my dummy brain at 8++am told me to wake up.. Say it's very late liao...
(kind of ironic but somehow it's true)
Den end up I from 9+ sit in front of the computer till now..
Thanks to JAvA and NmM.. End up still haven't finish >.<
I hope I hope... By Sat can finish!! *Kind of impossible*
Cause tml morning got school... Den after that got guitar... ~.~"
Sunday gonna see my granny...
She has been admitted into the hospital for 2days...
Yesterday, she was she weak that she can't walk.
And she is getting thinner.. >.<
That's what I heard from my mother though... Cause I visit her. Has been busy with school n project n CCA.
Oh well... Nothing must happen to her :( I haven't fulfil our promise...
Anyway.. got to go back n do my java.. Just pop here to take a break :p
Tata~~
11:33 AM
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Hiya~~~ Wah sia.. Yesterday knock my leg onto a chair now still pain!!! ARGH!! Today do JAVA until so late. Going crazy sia!!!
Omg~~~ GOt NMM n JAVA need to do >.< Both hand in on MONDAY! Freak!!! *Scream*
Awww.. I think I really need to see doctor soon!!! Haha... no got Women love sia o.O Like to wen kelly!! She got a nice smell *sniff* Ah~~~ haha!!! Still keep holding hands with Christina :D haha...
Today hor... Yun Zhi pro sia... :X Nearly got my daughter blind Haha!! *kidding* wanna know y? Go see kelly blog *points to the right side* :p
Oh well... Just got news on my grandmother.. She is getting weaker... :( Can't walk now... *sigh* *CRIESS* Anyway.. Got to go... Mother need to reformat computer...
TAta~~~ ^^
12:50 PM
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Hmm... Today, after school, went to do IISO! Wah!! Laugh like hell sia :X
My daughter wanna bring both her ma (Christina and me) to see dOcToR!! >.< Muhahaha!!!
Lol... Today very funny lor :D Kelly and Hanning went to buy ice-cream. Den they secretly sneak it into the library!! Den ask us eat in toliet sia --; (of course we never agree lor!!!)
Den we bring to the project room. OMG!! So choas :X THe ice-cream here drop there drop.. Den end up my shirt (behind) KANA Ice-cream -_-! Den when they help me clean my shirt, found out got 2 holes ~.~! (So throw face sia)
Haha!!! ChrisT n me took picture :X like taking wedding photo sia :D Haha!!! Cute and funny :X K la k la~~ Today very funny very cute corrrect le :x
NITE ALL~~ ^^ Sweet dreams *muack*
1:17 AM
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Here's what I wanna post. It was sent to me by friends and I love it alot ^^ I would like to share with you guys out there ;)
GOD sent a precious Angel to me,
And with her a blessed love I see.
She is honest and fun, with a beautiful smile
The joy I feel makes my life worthwhile.
At times tears of joy stream down my face
And I know, in my heart is a special place
Where I keep her love safe and warm
To strengthen me in good times and storm.
I thank the LORD each and every day
For sending this angel of love my way.
I have been blessed, my life turned around.
My heart's full of joy from this soul mate I found
-=| Entitled Depression To One|=-
I lie on the cold cement ground,
Devoid of feelings and more.
My friends have left me,
Where have they gone?
I stared into a shattered mirror,
Just the only other day.
I notice,
An errant face,
Set into a facade of joy.
A disfigured body,
Deformed and denatured by emotions.
Wrinkled hands and feet,
Tired from the journey long complete.
Two people, a single hate.
Sought me not for love but for fate.
Only wanted gold,
Lies were aplenty and dished out generously.
Playing with my heart per day,
Breaking it in half and quarters when I knew,
They didn't love me.
At all.
This masquerade is over.
My life is nearly doomed.
Go through Hell,
Fly through Heaven.
Both rejected,
So, where am I to turn to now?
Friends all leave me one by one,
I need help, I cried,
It was ignored and fell on deaf ears.
They had become zombies,
Slaves only to gold and more.
As I lie here, on the cold cement ground,
I breathe a final breath for the final time.
And as I close my eyes and count to three,
I thought no more,
As you can see.
Heart Replacement
In my eye
I see man
standing tall
dark and proud
I reach for you
in the fog
i taste your breath
on my lips
the kiss is sweet
but much to short
please dont leave
I wish to say
I love you madly
and think of you
when the sky is gray
and the rain falls down
gainst my face
cold as pain
that aches in my heart
sliced straight through
like a warriors blade
I call out
in a cry of sheer pain
you cant see the tears
the rain is falling
you cant see my eyes
you tore them out
When i find you
in my blinded rage
i'll rip out your hert
to take mines place
Sing to me
Sing to me the love you feel
touch me in my heart
reveal to me the warmth inside
the chaos is tearing me apart
sing to me the truth of love
can you forgive me the past
i wish to forget the wrongs of time
were our true love can last
sing to me the follies of youth
I didnt mean to break your hert
show me how to go one alone
I never knew how to from the start
Sing to me one last time love
before you fade iinto a memory forever
i cannot see in the darkness
of the truth that cant keep us together
I shed a tear
for you inspite of my fears
I shed the blood
of the only ones i loved
The one who owns
My heart has no regards
For this simple
task which everyone has a part
but in loving you
I lost my only heart
Now i wander
like a ghost lost in the storms
I wonder how
I fell so hard so fast
but no it is over
and i have not a shadow of myself
Tears of happiness
You are the joy of my day
When i wake up and see you near me,
my heart beats a little faster
When you proposed, my heart sang with joy
Praise God
I found my Love
My Soulmate
The one for me
The tears bring forth more joy
They sparkle underneath my eyes
With the intense love I feel for you
My Joker
I'll always be your Sunny Girl
You are so special
So right for me
We are celebrating our love
We are marrying the one true half of ourselves
We are saying vows that we truly mean
We love each other
I love you
You love me... till eternity
For this love of ours...
I love you because,
my hand fits so perfectly with yours,
because our lips melt together like candy.
Because our bodies wrapped together are as one,
our hearts beat the same at night,
when I'm holding you and our world is right.
I love you for your heart and it's truthfulness,
its love that is so pure, even when our life at times is unsure.
I love you for sharing your dreams and for knowing my own
and for even when you're tired "for listening" to some silly poem.
I love you for looking past the moon and seeing the stars.
But most of all I love you, For this love of ours...
11:47 PM
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Hmmm... It has been 2days after it had happen. Well... THings do certinly change... and it looks kind of obvious... Anyway, no point crying over spilt milk :p
Hmmm... School has ended... TIRED!!!! Yesterday after reaching home it's already 10pm ~.~ Stress sia.. Den found out.. I'm in the club... WORST! *sigh*
Later still got meeting... >.<
Anyway... Got to go and do Java!! I'll post some things later :p If I remember ^^
TaTa~~~~~~~
5:47 AM
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HAHA!!!!~~~~!!!! Just now was soooooooo funny!
Hanning so PRO! :X
She hor... can turn one round bent down 90degree and hit the table!!!
Hanning you very cool man! :p
Made us laugh till cannot make it. Haha!!
Well... In NMM now :X I'll write again later *thinks later...* Awwww... After 10pm! Argh ;.; Got Chinese Orchestra >.< Sob sob *sometimes I don't feel like going ~.~
KZ... Byebye~~~
7:11 AM
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Jia Wei lost again >.< Not even a bronze medal ;.;
Nvm!! Jia You again!!! Next battle must win ah!!!
:X
Well.. Cheer up to those who are sad :X
11:00 AM
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Our destiny changes with our thought; we shall become what we wish to become, do what we wish to do,
when our habitual thought corresponds with our desire.
Anger blows out the lamp of the mind.
Happiness is not a destination. It is a method of life.
Patience and perseverance have a magical effect before which difficulties disappear and obstacles vanish.
An expert is someone who knows some of the worst mistakes that can be made in his subject and who manages to avoid them.
He who asks a question may be a fool for five minutes. But he who never asks a question remains a fool forever.
To love and win is the best thing. To love and lose, the next best.
3:09 AM
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Something happen today.. Something... something sad. But maybe it's the best...
Anyway, not to get bored with that... Jia Wei lost in the semi final. Awww.. Sad >.< Jia you for the next battle!!! Win a bronze back~!
^^
Anyway, today in lecture OMG! That yun zhi say things until so funny.. Christina and me were laughing till tears come out! That was a first for me. XD Well well.., Things come things go :D
Oh well.., I'm stopping here :D Haha~~ Just bought another anime show ^.^ Got to do with killing devils! Kinda scary :p *skipping scary parts* Hehe~~
1:11 PM
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Hmmm... nothing much happen today :p Expect for the "fight" I have with hanning. HAha!! Danger sia :p Too bad she took more damage then me *YEAH!* Hehe.. We had a peace after that though :p Things are not bad today... Java was smooth :D
Some unpleasent things happen to my korkor today :( Hope he'll cheer up soon ;.; Jia you gege!! Don't give up XD
To believe rather than doubt someone. People aren't born with knowledge. Kindness is like growing up... It's like a soul inside which you have to bring out. And that's why people are all different.)
A reason to to be born.
A reason to be there.
A reason to be exist.
You have to find these out yourself.
You have to search for a meaning in life.
You may lose at times.
But you hope for a reason to live.
To live for others is a good thing.
Though there may be downhills in life, face them without fear.
Therefore, it's alright to be slow.
Because being slow is also evidence of living life truthfully and diligently in this world.
Desire is something people come into this world with. But kindness is something you have to create with your own hands. People may misunderstand that as hypocrisy.
Doubt is an easy thing for anyone to do.
Be a person who believe. That will surely become someone's strength.
2:02 PM
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Woah... Had a talk to my brother (a god brother in DA - A very nice guy ^^) Found out that he and me got alot things alike :X He is really a great guy!!! :p Talk to him till 2am.. :p *Tired* Haha... Hehe.. What can I say :p He is very caring ^.^ after talking to him, I feel so relax so happy ^.^ Like spending time with him.
Hmm.. today in school... nothing ba. *sigh* Next week coming le. My Java project still haven't do :( Don't know how to do ah!!!! *StresSed* omg omg!!! What am I suppose to do >.< :X *going crazy* How I wish can get exam paper faster :p Keke... *though I know never do very good*
*yawn* I know.. I know.. This is boring :D But me tired le~~ Next time I'll write something more interesting (If I can think of any. HAha!!!) :D *promise* Tata~!
12:54 PM
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Today after school rush home to open door for brother!! So mafan!!
If not sure sure bad mood for the whole day!
Just ate 3mouths of leftover rice from my sister... So BAO!!! ~.~"" Feel like vomiting sia >.< *stupid tummy*
Just watch a show from Channel 8... So sad ;.; the daughter lost for 14yrs.. parents still looking for her *touch*
Awww... Tired... Going to sleep le~ Nite nite all~~~ ^^
12:12 PM
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First day using blogspot :D Hmmm... In FDCNK lab now -.-"
Yesterday too sick to play Darkages >.< Miss my friends inside...
Can't think of anything right now -.-" I'll write another entry later :p
2:46 AM
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